So im a jew now ?
AND indian ?
Do jewish indians exist ?
Sure. If you insist.
Time passes, missed
History in the past, dismissed
Heart beating fast
I must be nervous
Trying not to touch the windows
Striving for cleanliness
Outside you hear the winds
Voices of those left unspoken
Pleading to come in.
Darkness falls and i am relit
Raging fire deep within
So much to do
But where do i begin ?
Body feels tired heavy and sick
Shouldnt have embarked on this trip.
Shouldnt have gave into his sin
Although far from what i expected
It feels weird now. It feels different.
Emptiness engulfs all of my organs
Thoughts slow down and need to process
I prefer the total nonsense
I prefer the total madness
That escape is total bliss
I must go on another rampage
Before the clock says its too late
Bored again this sucks i dont even want to post this but ah whatever i need to get my shit together …. oh my poor head