“She’s something mystical in colored lights
So far from typical but take my advice
Before you play with fire do think twice
And if you get burned don’t be surprised
Got me lifted, drifted higher than the ceiling
And ooh, baby, it’s the ultimate feeling
You’ve got me lifted, feeling so gifted
Sugar, how you get so fly?”
I float through the streets
Smile at every face i meet
Striding on air with my feet
My heart is not taintef.
Im aware of the ugliness
I see this whole space naked.
You know the situation.
I hide away for a few days.
Speed through time in a haze
Alone, numb, absurd craze
Its the only real escape.
My tiny corner.
Felt like home now.
Faster than i know
Springs gone and it starts to snow.
Now i lay here
My thoughts, they come without invite.
I feel you with me
But youre nowhere in sight.
Why hello, its me again.
Just me myself and i.
Bulging spider eyes.
I was told big girls dont cry.
I know that when your world
In the palm of your hand
Just when you thought
You had it all under control
So here i shall rest my head
Under yellow skies and fire sunsets
I wont be scared, i wont bend
I know ill be alone till the end.
You casted your cruel spell.
It worked im sure you can tell.
You see, i didnt express things well.
Your own personal hell
But im not able to carry such a shell.
Its all going wrong.
Lust, friendships, gone
But somehow i am carried along.
So to you, i say, so long my love
We had only just begun
But all i hope is you stay strong.
I burn my candles all night
Flame in the dark
It feels so right
I can only relax when its black
Tiny spark for a little light.
We’re better off on our own.
I know its bitter and cold
I know nothing never lasts
A city with a cruel forecast.
I do what i want when i feel like it
So i cave in and take another hit
That one was perfect
What a rush, what a lift
Up to the clouds my body drifts
I am among them
I hold my head high
Passing each stranger saying hi
Oh i remember you !!!
From work, right ?
From back in time
From our ecstatic heights
All day long ive contradicted.
Who you were, searching conclusion
You threw it in my face
Perhaps we both played our own game
From everyone i’ll forever run away
Life is a story. A novel. A movie.
Youre allowed to make your own ending
I wont ever live life, descending
I am me, theres no pretending
Hearts i am mending
Messages i am sending
Do you hear me ?
But everything you hold onto is condescending.
Someday i will understand.
For now i follow no such plan.
Take in the air and breathe.
Feel the soil under your feet.
I think i’ll be fine with just me
Thats how its always been
Walking aimlessly and incomplete
What goes around comes back around.
Keep an eye on things you take
Things you break
Even innocence has to pay.
Starry galaxies i play in, paint
Im looking for my milky way.
Oh father, wont you show me the way ?
Come take me away
I must love another day.
I know the scenario all too well
For my magic the people fell
Karmas a harsh bitch all too real
Got me bad. Hurting quite well.
You either got the goods or you dont.
People try, but only i can own.
They try to steal it but they wont.
Hearts racing driving like an aninal
Im feeling like a cannibal
Dont give in baby, no
Ride the ocean carefully and slow
All the souls in the world
I still want yours
Never did i feel
Felt like that before.
Unafraid, my authentic self.
Been running in the field
Yeah, the glass road
Far too long now.
I sit down to smoke.
Thick milky clouds
Reminds me of something i used to know.
Im tripping ?
Its your fucking fault
I hold on though, slipping
Yeah, you cant mess around with the living.
Tonight i ponder
Others, too, psychotic
Their demons play well with mine
Adding to my fuel and tactics
Enemies turning into friendly
Familiar and fun add ons
Yes, hold on my hand
Its so intriguing there.
Turn out the light now
Its playtime now
Beautiful and menacing
Tonight we dont need no sleep.
Twin of the Pacific
I dare you to be specific
Whered you learn those tricks ?
I want to know what makes you tick
Youre so fucking hard to resist
Im ready for this.