i dont know what to think anymore
devil on my shoulder telling me youre a demon who was meant to tear me the fuck apart
and then my heart reminding me of the times the odds were stacked against us but fate fought for us
i want to believe my psychosis
that my soul worked hard to defeat what we lost
but im giving it my all
while you cant seem to keep even just a simple promise
so tell me
do i let it go ?
ice cold glass dreams 
Fight for love…fight for the one you love and they will never stop fighting for you…
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ya but the fuck ? not if youre being played for a fool and theyre out there making a joke out of you, right ? takes two to tango… im not sure why i bother anymore. my soul says keep fightin but my brain says stopppp 😦
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Well depends on the circumstance. Though I’d say if you stop fighting that gives someone else the perfect opportunity to fight harder. You seemed to be really into this person for a while, I’m sure if you felt that way about them they had to have been pretty amazing and treated you pretty well and made you a better person. If you just let that slip then they will too, trust me. Holding onto someone you love will only bring them closer. Letting them go will make them feel unwanted…but I’ve had to let someone go because they kept telling me to do so and the thought of it all has been eating me alive. So idk…I wish the best for you. Just don’t let someone amazing go because you’re not sure you can handle it…I’m sure they just couldn’t handle themselves.
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But I bet they love you too….They are just use to people leaving
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naahhh im the one used to people leaving and he knew that and fuckin played me like a fiddle. id honestly rather be in your shoes at least now you know and can try to carry on rather than be fed bullshit lies and hold onto something that never was
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The thing is…I can’t move on, not when he’s all I’ve ever wanted…I’m just tired of the hurtful things he says to me
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i feel ya girl i feel ya. 😦
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shits rough.
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True! True! you fall deep when you start loving someone more than you love your damn self. Can I get a witness? LOVE HURTS!
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well, love doesnt hurt. it only hurts when you are stripped of it. so keep love in your heart. always. and love will flourish and nurture and grow ~ God is all Love, so have faith
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Thanks and I will keep the faith.
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True! True! It becomes hopeless when you start loving someone more than you love ya damn self. Love Hurts!
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Love is not supposed to hurt so just love God and youre good to goOo
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I strongly agree
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