A prick of the skin
I Watch as blood rushes in
Eagerly, steadily, I push it all in
A hit no less than perfection
One. Two. Three.
In seconds it rushes over me
Warmth, a quickened heart beat
Tingling all over my body
I smile and bask in the feeling
Cause now my worries have no meaning
That’s what makes it so appealing
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I’ll ride the white pony for days
Living life in a crystalline haze
You live only once, they do say
So its no work and all play
No regrets or thinking of yesterday
It is what it is and its already made
I was born to have fun, I’m afraid
Unfortunately in self destructive ways
Lives like these, glorified these days
The highs and lows are all the craze
We got bored of what society portrayed
Passing the point of calling it a phase
Ran out of causes to put the blame
I’d rather be high, I have no shame
In a good household, there I was raised
A top student, I got good grades
Somewhere along the lines, things changed
Emptiness and a void suddenly placed
So a quick rush became what I craved
An ordinary life, I guess I misplaced
Extraordinary highs are what I chased
Until I found what suited my tastes
ice cold glass dreams 
I’m in love with your words. I love your blog and I don’t think a comment can explain how much! Keep doing you! I love it so much ❤️
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I used to indulge in chemical and herbal highs. These days I’ve gotten so sensitive they tend to send off into lala land or make me feel like I walking through custard. I think certain substances can definitely be a way into developing greater awareness of the matrix that has us in thrall. Take care though. There are some bum rides out there.
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Im always curious why people say we use drugs to avoid things, like feelings and the past. What if i was just using because i liked the feeling and was addicted because thats what the chemistry does? What would avoiding anything have to do with why i used? Maybe saying that i was trying to escape or was trying to not feel is just another way of avoiding the fact that i was addicted becuase thats just how it is when certain chemistries mix, like mine and dope.
I dont think i was avoiding anything but consideration of other people.
My problem i think was that i was over concerned with myself. And then i like when they say the solution is that i was avoiding myself. No wonder people relapse.
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