∆ Just more poetic blah blah blahs pertaining to my belief and views on the subject of ‘time’∆

Looking at the clock

A minute has passed since my last glance

But the clock’s arms point to another story

Subjected myself to a quickened time perception

It slips by at an alarming rate

‘Time’ moving at such an enormous speed, well,

How could you not question time travels?

When hours seem like moments at most

Skipping time, point A to B, like travelling, respectively

I don’t believe we could go back to the seventies, no

It is the simple awareness and perceived time, versus actual measured time.

Its all the same in our curious minds

Whether it be hours, or days that go by

It’s no wonder I hate the term ‘time’

its just an illusion, created for mankind

Fulfilling their needs to measure everything

Place a label, put a number on it

Numbers, that’s a whole other story.

Time is, at least to me, is more so a space

Between the beginning and the end

Of any given subject.
Oh hell why why why do I bother on this

Because I was bored, and I never have ideas on what to write about

I just click new post and it seems to create itself

I never know what my clueless mind might bring

Maybe a nice poem, or just the thoughts that cross my brain

Sometimes its good, even surprising myseld at times.

Other times it lacks, and its just me blabbing away

Yeah so, what was I talking about anyways?

I can’t seem to think while my thoughts are racing
So, time travelling, to travel to another point in time, like a magical time machine that can bring you into the past or future, on a large scale, no, no, no. Or who knows. Maybe. 

I prefer the term, time skipping, in this sense

Essentially we are escaping time, when time escapes us.

I doubt this is appealing to those who feel like they are already running out of it.

More for those who, have too much in their hands, boredom an everyday culprit

We get to feel fantastic while mending the issue of this.

Terrific. Its a win win situation.

Win win win, actually, because it also opens up the door to creativity and imagination.

So I win win win while winning, because the win is won in more ways than one, maybe more than three but any more wins might be a little excessive, so while I’m winning I’m winning some more. And that’s the best part.

heres when the tedious school work ACTUALLY begins.

move those brain waves
ignite the awakening
spark up get those gears grindin
yeah, she grindin’ away

her hustle has been on point
now shes dying to prove a point
she know its do or die
but thats her choice

its time to be a big girl now
focus on pleasing even the tougher crowd
if they ever laugh in my face ..
well, i was laughin first and i’ll be laughing last too.


System Proposal #2 – MAN. Carbon Price Policy

Created to reduce green house gas emissions. As well as improving Canada’s adaption to Climate Change.

2% Global Emissions Policy.

Employment will grow, energy efficiency retrofitting, and renewable HEMP energy transit growth as well as reliable transportation tools.

Important technologies require fair carbon prices – 10$ per MT which First Nations people have already received.
Quality is based on future application in which transport emits.

Carbon Emissions should take place where it is expected to have low emission rates, thus reducing frequency and increasing production, so that loss prevention takes place.  Consumers should have a good understanding of the policies and agree to the terms.

GA must review data once a month to make sure balance between production + prevention is maintained, and equal. Furthermor

Less stress, more willingness, more frequency, more affordable, more recognition and benefits, more workers, more consumers and customers, never experiencing any lack in any field of relevance.
Benefits can be payed via extra materials, monthly, and is determined by the consumers average impact on the global scale.

Coal Power expected to be phased out and replaced in fifteen years, starting from 2016, as long as rate of effectiveness stays relatively the same without any substantial periods of absence or inaddequecy.


Outcomes : Regular and Healthy Climate flow, Easy elimination of forest fires and forestry damage, Buyers do not suffer, Consumers benefit and continuously return therefors expanding the economy without worry of any empty gaps between travels.




Yeah i wont lie

My worst enemy is my own mind

But its not my fault

Thats just the beauty of design

Fuck, im crazy.

Completely nuts,

They could easily throw me in an asylum

So i keep my mouth shut.

At all times, about everything.

You will know when its time

A tid bit of a secret you kept locked inside

Can be shared with someone special.

Like you. Us. He wont judge. Laugh.

He wont leave you hanging in silence.

Instead you will feel the ultimate energy

Of a mind whom all its life

Lived, feeling insane, suppressed

It lights up with joy and intense excitement.

Sharing our unwordly ideas and beliefs together may be manifesting into something bigger.

What happens when 2 powerful minds are combined ?

See, he’s further gone than me

But doesnt make him any less than me.

They got to him

I wish he learned what i did for survival.

Play Along. Laugh. Retaliate – dont let yourself be bullied. We are not fucking dumb, and im sick and tired of people like YOU making people like US feel like theres something wrong with us.

Humanity is awakening and theres no stopping what we can do now. Embrace your gifts, magic, light, let it flow all around you, let it move mountains or manifest miracles, i used to be afraid to shine but thats what stars are MEANT to do baby.

Can we put the missing pieces together

And figure this out

Us out




Short stories arent working – not right now

How does one possibly find satisfaction in short, one liner two liner three
Short verses and poems and stories

Me on the other hand
My mind ceases to stop.
I wish it had a power switch
So that when i feel im not creating to the best of my abilities, i can turn it OFF.

One sentence turns to another because the firsf caused me to either realize something on top of that, or contradict something i may have said in the past, regardless, its traffic, but unlike traffic, its fast.

What was that ?
I think i just manifested again.
Right then and there my brain went blank and i, for once, looked around my space in the dim morning light, and just like that, the traffic stopped.

With that being said, i prefer traffic for now.
Afterall, what would traffic be without the road ?
So the more i let it flow, the more i expand and grow.
Spiritually, as a human, becoming whole.

Im astonished at where the night has disappeared off to.
Ah, let it rest.
It ran quite the marathon, im impressed.
Possibly beat its old record of 11 seconds.
Or twelve, you know, im really not sure.
Perhaps it was 11 point.. something.
When night time leaps into the morning like that, well, i know i must have been really enjoying myself.
Quite the getaway.

Ive never felt so free. I mean, as a soul being, i am of course ultimately very free.
But breaking free from all the mental chains that hold you back and imprisoned, (in which you dont even realize)
Fear, worry, need for acceptance and to please others. The need for someone to tell us, dont worry, this is all rational.
Ive come to terms with the fact that not everyone will dwell in the same reality.
Heck, im not sure anyone does in mine.

I stopped caring about that.
Oh yeah, i find pure joy in somebody complimenting me.
Even just a new follower is the most excitement i have ever felt.
Why ?

Let me tell you.
In a world where i struggled so hard to fit in
So hard to accept and simply just live.
Nothing was ever enough.
But this, this is enough.
Swimming in my thoughts and making these waves.
And for anyone who joins me while i swim, sail, or even float (like now)
Means they must get me at least a little. And i am not alone !

Becoming one with the universe is really confusing at first.
I falsely believed that i was something MORE than what i am.
But we are all one. We are all connected and every thing you say or do or think, is recreated somewhere. Not completely identical, although it depends on how you look at it and what you consider ‘identical’
In other words, each and every one of us are in sync.

So while every action has a recreation effect, it also has an opposite reaction.
Its strange to think about but this is just what ive found.
I guess its as simple as forces, like ions of a magnet.

We are all magnets to put it simply.
Your mind manifests your reality and your life.
Your actions and behaviors as well.
It all gets created shaping your very life right in front of you.
Law of attraction. Gravity, everything. Isnt it all just magnets ?

That was no coincedence.
I just dont know how to get the hang of it.
I mean yeah, its easy when your veins are flowing with artificial electricity
I want to get to this point all on my own, naturally.

Meditate so they say.
But it doesnt replace the thirst for blood
Wanting to fill the barrell
Push, sloooowwlyyyy
3 seconds and youre there. Literally.
Instead i choose to medicate.

But its better if you push through that first highway thats narrow dark and tormenting, really.
Depending on your method of travel
Youll want to be well equipped.
Or else you may fail to hit all the road blocks that were meant to be an obstacle, of knowledge, and your output. The plume of smoke you leave behind, mixing into the air, forever leaving its trail.
The best vacation is when youve been driving for three.
Accellerate, three seconds
Pedal to the metal, three days acccording to the clock. But when youre driving so fast it really just feels like you started your engine …. i dont know.. Time does not exist. All i feel is.. now. This present moment. I cant remember the past three days. Its difficult placing a number on a road. Well, a number associated with time.

Too focused on the road i guess.
No time to think about things that dont matter.
That dont have to do with staying put on the road.
And not driving into a useless shrubbery and bush.

While i feel like i probably drove into many ditches and wasted lots of time driving off course
I mean, why does it matter ?
Even when i review it later on and it makes ZERO sense to me.
During the creation of that content, i was in the moment. I was creating something, and just because its beyond my understanding does not mean nobody else will be able to.
The foreigners, the masters, the others.
The past, the future, whichever history it may be.
Whoever, it doesnt matter. But all i can hope is that somewhere, something, some day, will benefit from the imprints of my journey.
The ignition.

And you know what ?
I dont need anything but this.
The belief i have created to give meaning to exist.
THAT is our purpose.

The meaning of life is to give life meaning.”
-true words spoken by a fellow associate of mine.
I want to help others
Without working 9 to 5
But rather
Until i begin my work and strive until im out of order.
From one location, to the next, and the next, and the next.
Unsure if an existence
Of the destination i so desperately seek.
But what if this is it,
Sailing roaring seas
Driving until i crash and burn into a ditch.
A captain of my imagination and existence.
This is what i want to be so please accept it.

Just dont expect more when im conforming to this alien societys expectations, their norn.

If i could make a living from driving on freeways or highways or back lanes
Forever leading to something far from my understanding,
Oh, i would be so thrilled,
But then i realize that balance would not be fulfilled.

3 times a month
3 days on the road
And that is what i can commit to.
I’ll do my best but every attempt does not mean success.

Just remember.
My goal is to help you
Create a better future
Because i want to
Because i love you

And thats it.

Compress, cram, jam. Traffic jam?
No silly. Jam for your crumpets.
You requested it.
But im more of a salt person.
Never did have a sweet tooth.
Are you surprised?

Didnt think so.


Please. Its all i want…

“You dont belong here”.
She said.

“Youre welcome”
I said.

But her words
Echoed so loud

That her heart shattered
Into a million pieces.

Perhaps i dont.
But just remember.
I dont need you. None of you.

But many of you could sure as hell use me.

Cant fix everyone.
Once in a while,
You will break.

Heart so heavy
But why ? They are just words

Its a cruel world out there
Be prepared.

And cherish the special ones.
The special people.
The special moments.
The special events

But forever
Her words
Will make me think
And have me wonder.

Perhaps simply because i want to belong.


My vision for 2016

Alright. So the beginning of my year was phenominal.
HUGE amazing spiritual experience on the very firsr day.
I am so so so thankful for this.

I know i said i was taking a break from my studies and research and that i wa

s absolutely just fine and dandy.
This is not the case.
During my 2 month break i THOUGHT i was happy. But i now realize, it was not real happiness. You know, the kind that completely feeds, drives and excites your soul ?
I merely engaged in spending money. I felt the need to go out everyday and buy something. Even if it was just a 2 dollar item at the dollar store… this is what i did, and it works, but i didnt FEEL it in my soul. You know?

Indeed, life is the school and love is the lesson. But you dont receive a diploma here.
You think thats good enough for ny parents ?
You think i can simply tell them i am on duty for something they could never even begin to understand…
I need to go to school of some sort. College. Take a year course. Look good for my parents.

So my little ‘break’ was fun while it lasted. I bought a beautiful new pink lamp, polka dot carpet, beauty items and just a bunch of random crap.
Materialistic happiness does not last long.
For me, true happiness is the discovery of new things. It is learning and gathering knowledge and gathering data until one day all the pieces are put together and i can do something marvelous with it.

Now i must really try and find a balance between societys reality and this mystical reality i have found myself to fall into.
Rather than avoiding it altogether.

Data collection can possibly occur 2-4 times a month over the regular time period of 24-48 hours.

This is what i am going to try out and see if it works. Its not easy, because i much prefer the latter of the two.

I got a taste of what an ordinary life is like. Yes the money is nice. But i learned this is not what im after.
Id rather be anything but ordinary, please.


Love will save the day

Why hello. We meet again.
Sooner than i would have liked to admit.
But hey. Thats how the universe goes.


I am going to make this short and quick.

Here is my valuable lesson of the end of 2015.
No matter what it is
That stops you
From doing something you want to do.
Go ahead and do it anyway.
It doesnt matter
If your family
Basic social beliefs
Or even your very own brain
Tries to stop you. And fill you with fear.

Think what it is
You want to do
While applying this lesson to whatever duty, chore, or practice you are in need of completing.
Does this action cause fear for others?
Will my actions and words purposely cause others to become fearful?
Stop and think before you MESS with someones innocent mind.

Now that was an example.
Long story short.
Stop causing fear.
Start fighting fear.
Stop letting fear control you.

It doesnt matter what it is
Who it is
What youre doing
What youre thinking
What you were taught
What is socially acceptable

As long as the lesson
Displays, teaches and educates
Vulnerable to

Love is the answer
Love cures all
Love makes us go round

And learn

We are not all the same
But there is one thing for sure
Our lives have meaning
And purpose. And sometimes, it takes a while to discover that.

You may experience
Even refusal to accept this new way of philosophy and reasoning.
This is fear
Fear is the enemy
Love is the  ammunition
That drives our souls
Unto the path
Or complete love
And linking

Think about it.
You connect something into an outlet.
This is connecting, and  creating electricity.. energy and thus power.

You battle with one another
& fight
This creates energy
But because there is no connection that occurs
There is no real POWER

End war
It is useless energy.
End competition.
Begin connections.
For it is relation
Which  constructs and forms and shapes. TRUE ENERGY AND TRUE POWER.


Understand the meaning
Seek truth
Teach the lesson
And never give up
Never lose hope
The world shall come together
And be whole again.


My T.V show idea (#1): Makeup Races


MAKEUP RACES ! Individuals compete in a makeup competition where an image or video is presented in which they must create on their own faces or a partners. they have a time limit and whoevers is best after the time is up is the winner
For example contenstants are shown


And are given only 10 minutes. (Trust me boys, thats not a lot of time)
(But they would receive images with more complicated makeup. This was all I had in my server [for an example])

I dunno, might be kinda bunk for an actual series but a good idea for a type of competition in any existing shows. Or even like a youtube challenge. Other variations of the same idea would also work for example like a makeup artist wars or something
Actually that might already exist
I like the concept that its a race and is timed so that the outcomes could come out messy and silly

Makeup tutorials have become so popular in todays modern society that I bet the majority of females have watched at least one in their lifetime. Many on a regular basis.
Me for example, who isnt bad at doing makeup and already knows most of the techniques, i’ll watch a couple a day simply because i love makeup and how it looks and find it very relaxing. I enjoy looking at beautiful girls and i think a lot of women nowadays are more open and would agree with me.

Because so many females already love the topic, i think a good large audience would gravitate something like this and would become popular, generating many views and profit for whichever network.
Youtube challenge videos with friends would also be great, similar to the blindfold challenge , with this being unique for its timed challenge ideology
With that being said, i guess its less of a race since youre not competing to finish first but rather, compete for most attractive makeup in a time frame, testing their speed, efficiency and skill.