FIRST OF ALL – if youre getting a rise out of roasting me, laughing and cussing while you sit and play me on your ‘VLT’s…

Well, too bad. Because I used to love you. And whoever is actually standing beside me in the end… Well, I love you too. Always have always will.

(We already know who the helper is, secretly. The ‘FOB’, the’Naggery’ and ‘Grand scheme fuckery’ will begin to cease. Like a disease.) – Humankind will move forward.


my journey of ascension is basically all the elements of being human. its about loving yourself, loving your family, taking care of your health – physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. Its like holding up a mirror to yourself, your life, being able to be comfortable in your own skin and smiling about it. Reclaiming what you thought you lost and turning a new leaf – new chapter – taking in all cosmic knowledge – and living a brand new, beautiful and hearty life – all while fending off darkness and shining a light. 🙂

I cant stop.

second time now.
Beautiful work. Wasted.
Dont forget about our


cant ? Cant handle the truth ?
Cant handle the reality being exposed ?
Then get out of my world
This is my reality
I make my own rules
I created my own game
And i wrote the instructions
Dont like it ?
Take a hike then.

Yeah, my minds too fucked for its own good
But sanity never proved to be fun
Yet another mixture

Oh, laugh. Wont you ?
I want to see you happy.
You hate me, so its crazy
But thats just me
My sunshines all around this block
This street
My own world
Its mine
Chaos, madness, peace and sleep
Dreams, sleep walking, alive and living
Walking, laughing, thinking and creativity
In which we can express in any way we please
So stop the fuckery
And stop messing with me
I can drcide my own society
Sane, psychotic, or incomplete
Yeah, thats it.

My work here is not done.
Nor is it incomplete

Work in.progress
Growing tree
Wandering soul
Not lost
Just free.







enjoy  the gift of life.

Saltz and the dreamz



Sanity is absurd
Actually it is quite boring
Like  biology class
Today i decided to skip that.

Sorry i
These words of my choice

As safe as
Light from
The one

At the
Looney bin . Stay
Till tomorrow

So you can
Learn from the broken while
Teachers mend their sorrow.



See me sea breeze
Our love falls like leaves
Slow and graceful
But youll never know me for me

I live a life
Complicated but without strife
Love everyone you meet
Even if they stab you with a knife

One day youll find
The meaning of life
Its different for everyone
Theres no wrong nor right

The meaning to you
Is all up to you
Search for your answers
And listen to strangers

For if you listen
You will find
What youve been needing
To become unblind

Fear is a strong force
That stops us from things thats most important
To move us forward and spread our wings.

When fear creeps up
Recognize and think
What is it im so afraid
From saying what i must say

Fear is not real
It is simply fabricated
In our very own minds
For our minds are our chimes
Wind chimes of insight

Seek insight as you climb
Listen with both ears
Mind body and soul
And move through the illusion of time

The ship set sail today
I thought it did yesterday
But now ive arrived
Heaven in my eyes.





My whole life i have cried
Salty tears which have dried
She finally made it home and sighed
Her soul ripped apart
Had been tied
Back together
Been waiting forever
But finally got the letter
An angel in disguise
I couldnt believe my eyes
After all the lows and the highs
After i  believed all the lies
He was nothing like the portraits
To my surprise
He was beautiful
He was not from here
He must have came
From up there.
“Just live your life”
He said
“Spread your beauty
To those who are dead.
You are here for the purpose”
She healed others simply by what she said.

Angels are not imaginary
Angels are not what we expect
Angels are just like you and me.
For perhaps your life is nothing
But An angel in the vivid dream



Looking through the glass…. a poem. l

Ice in her veins
And she is awakened
Her heart may be broken
But shes still fascinated

The fire she carries inside
Thats what keeps her alive
Years go by, they seem wasted
Seems they have all been a lie.

She thinks that shes found
A secret new place
She stays a little while
Then leaves with no trace.

Shes found a new meaning
Maybe life has a reason
For once she feels purpose
And not so much demons

Shes fighting a battle
Between evil and good
A war in her mind
She’d stop if she could

She thought she was special
She thought she was great
Until finally she realized ..
Or was it too late?

She thought she did good
She thought she was right
But she was no different
Than the cold black night

“We have to stop fighting
We have to make peace
We are not so much different
We must end this disease ?”

“Surrender to us
For you can never win
The monster so strong
Which lies from within”

For this place was nothing
But her mind’s imagination
Artificially self created
Through manifestation

She held on to false hope
A false reality and false dreams
In a world of her own now
And all alone too it seems.

She’d stay there forever
She didnt mind it at all.
Because there she had faith
In a world outside these walls

One closer to home
It was near, she could tell
Where she longed to be
Away from this hell

Her eyes were as red
As the blood from the needle
She hated herself more than anything
More so than these people.

The very windows to her soul
Painted in pitchfork red
Like the devil himself
She played with and fed

She lays down, relaxes
And closes her eyes
She finally escapes
And says her goodbyes

For now shes at home
Shes safe in her dreams
Where no one can scare her
Not even their screams

This madness and monster
She tries to hide from
A simple reflection
Of what shes become

Little did she know
She danced with the devil
The game was the same
But at a higher level

While she sleeps she restores
Her brain and perception
Back to normal reality
Until her next injection

See, thats the devils poison
And curiosity killed the cat
How could any good come from this
If she only understood that.

In order to reach heaven
You must first go through hell
So thats what she did
And then said farewell

She kissed them goodbye
And waved as she left
Into a new dimension now…
Onto a new quest.

That day there on earth
She slept there forever
The battle was over
No more fighting whoever.

It seemed like she slept
For ten thousand years
Before she finally woke up
In a brand new atmosphere

Her body was gone
It was such a strange sight
To see that her skin
Was nothing but light

All around her were lights
Just like her own
Equally as beautiful
No one was outshone.

She felt so much love
And then it was clear
This is the place of the angels
The place with no fear

The journey was long,
Exhausting and rough
She did what she could
And that was enough

Now home with the angels
The valley of light
She never has to worry
About another awful fight

The ice in her veins
Now melted and gone
Shattered heart, whole again
Like the darkness at dawn

And forever they all made love in the skies
They laughed as they sang and they danced
Even though they had forever
And forever they lived as if it were their last