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So im a jew now ?

AND indian ?

Do jewish indians exist ?

Sure. If you insist.

Time passes, missed

History in the past, dismissed

Heart beating fast

I must be nervous

Trying not to touch the windows

Striving for cleanliness

Outside you hear the winds

Voices of those left unspoken

Pleading to come in.

Darkness falls and i am relit

Raging fire deep within

So much to do

But where do i begin ?

Body feels tired heavy and sick

Shouldnt have embarked on this trip.

Shouldnt have gave into his sin

Although far from what i expected

It feels weird now. It feels different.

Emptiness engulfs all of my organs

Thoughts slow down and need to process

I prefer the total nonsense

I prefer the total madness

That escape is total bliss

I must go on another rampage

Before the clock says its too late

 

Bored again this sucks i dont even want to post this but ah whatever i need to get my shit together …. oh my poor head

 

I cant stop.

BULL FUCKING SHIT.
second time now.
Beautiful work. Wasted.
Dont forget about our
FREE WILL

FUCK YOU !

cant handle.me ? Cant handle the truth ?
Cant handle the reality being exposed ?
Then get out of my world
This is my reality
I make my own rules
I created my own game
And i wrote the instructions
Dont like it ?
Take a hike then.

Yeah, my minds too fucked for its own good
But sanity never proved to be fun
Yet another mixture
Chemical
Compounds
Jokes
Laughter

Oh, laugh. Wont you ?
I want to see you happy.
You hate me, so its crazy
But thats just me
My sunshines all around this block
This street
My own world
Its mine
Chaos, madness, peace and sleep
Dreams, sleep walking, alive and living
Walking, laughing, thinking and creativity
In which we can express in any way we please
So stop the fuckery
And stop messing with me
I can drcide my own society
Sane, psychotic, or incomplete
Yeah, thats it.

My work here is not done.
Nor is it incomplete

Work in.progress
Growing tree
Wandering soul
Not lost
Just free.

JUST BE YOURSELF

AND DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY

CAUSE THOSE WHO MATTER DONT MIND

AND THOSE WHO MIND DONT MATTER.

 

enjoy  the gift of life.

The universe hates to see me happy.

Oh here we go all over again
Round two with a broken heart
I’ll be okay though
I always think its the end when its only just a new start

The universe hates to see me happy
Loves to fuck things up for me
I cant wait to see what it has in store
In store for me, round three.

Cause my life’s a movie.

Gotta keep my head up.

Just say hello

You can shower me with gifts
Even alcohol is nice
But i know that in the end
Its me whos paying the price

I cant have karma
Haunt me again
Even though wrongdoings
Was never my intention

I got all your attention
Your money is so tremendous
You know my time is so precious
I dont know how to end this

Cause im sorry love
But my love for him seems endless

But home is nowhere

Milky way
Fallen star
How on earth
Did i fall this far

So where is home?