Isnt it funny?

I find it kind of funny
How
All your life
Youve searched
For something
Something that feels like home.

You search far and wide
High and low
Broad and far
Friends and foes

And its funny
How everything youve ever wanted
HOME.
has been…
Right under your nose.
All along
Years and years
A decade
With nothing but fears
Tears
And then its.clear

Why havent you acknowledged
Your very own
The one
Youve been dreaming of
Your best friend
But….
Lover ?
I couldnt comprehend
Until fate came to its end
Showed us the way
To our happy end

Is it true
Do you love
Me like
Through it all
Thick and thin
Good and bad
Black and white
Dark and light
But fear and fright
Took over
But only the strongest
Can conquer

So what will it be?
You and me?
Do you love me?
Even when im funny ?
The drugs and the phoney ?
That you know it aint me ?

You see right through me
I see all perspectives
My eye and your perseverance
Your fears and my
Immaturity
But one day
Can you promise me?

It will be you and me
Your darkness
And mine
And our light
Perfectly unite
Peace and love
Tonight

Im sorry
Im high
This is me
Accept
The depth
Of the chemical death
I pour unto myself
For my creative health
But now you seem to know
I dont need  no help

Why am i writing
About this
Were just friends
Right ?
You created this
A crisis
Dont break this
A heart already
Full of mistrust

Do you know
The life ive lived
Sadness, sorrow,
Lows and Lifts

Are you home
Or
Is this
Just another
Illusion
Another
Let down
Dont
Make me
Feel
Like
Another
Clown
Frown
Our crowns
We can wear
And together
We can be forever
Young.

Never
Grow old
Again
Drink from the fountain of youth
Well, i’ll take you there.

But we both know where it is
Dont we?

You surprised me.tonight.
Please dont leave me
In this life.
My best friend
My other half
My honest sight
You tell me
Bluntly
Truth
And
Honesty
Honestly
I choose
I choose
You.

And
I always.sort of have.

Thank you for all these years
By my side
Thick and thin
Bad
Good
Ugly
And terrifying
Moments of life
Death
Revive

Are you the last
Contestant
Of
The game
Show
Of my
Life?

I love you.

More than anything
And anyone
Whos ever made appearences
In my show
My game of fun
Selfishness
Lame and dumb

I think to myself
He must prove
The love
The real
He fell
I cant tell
His heart
It doesnt swell
Does it ?

Like the others
“Oh, shes a special one
Colorful and care free
Fearless and full.of fire
That even her lies are pretty
Pretty as hell
Its just what she does.

Takes hearts
Steals souls
Theyll remember
Her name
Its cold
Say it
Aloud
Do you miss me
Are you proud
Is this what you wanted
And now
I am just another face
In another crowd

No
It wont be allowed.
After a decade
Far too long
You cant walk away
Dont mark my name
Into the clouds
To fly away
With the wind
Gone
Astray
Am i high?
Off of artificial
Fake ass compounds

Oh, id love to be yours
I dont know when
Perhaps not know
But in 10 years
10 years.from now
When im dead
Dead and.gone
Remember me

For
I am
A ghost
Lost
In
A busy
Downtown
Crowd

Faces
Not
Recognizable
Bodies
Without a soul

Are you my enemy
Or are you the unity
In which my body
And heart
Which has turned
Black, Dark

Skulls
Girls
Colors
Love
Circles
Smiles
People
Vibes
Chemicals
Realities
Imagination
Day dreams

Do you think you know me ?

Take a second guess.
My mind is a never ending
Cloudy
And sad abyss

Oh, you love me
But you dont know any of this
Im happy
Life is bliss

Lacking
Voids
And fulfillness

Take my hand
Grab your rocket ship
Lets.leave
Leaving for venus
Its you
Its me
Us
Trust
Unity
Friendship
Love
Imagination
Creation
And youthfulness

Together
Forever young
Lets.leave this.all behind
And move.up on the spectrum
Momentum
Universal
Physical
Ascension

Pardon me
For grammar errors
Mispelling
Of this whole letter
Remember
“These words are my heart and soul”
You seek attentiion ?
Well heres your satisfaction.

Important information.
Logical realization.
No, wait.
Nothing in this world is
Nothing but fiction
Fixation

What we dont know
Interesting
Human beings
Alienation
Extinction
History repeating
Over and over
Rotation
Power

Regardless

Its balance
Black
White

Without this
It would be
Dull
Grey
And without life.
Think before you fight.
Without darkness
There is no light.

Without confidence
There is no fright

Without sadness
There is no happiness
Smiles
Bright
Spreading
Amazing
Skies that are bright

Without daylight
There is no night

Without wrong
There is no right

No sun
No moon
Just dust
Dusk
Unconscious
Dead

Without black
There is no life.

Without death
There is no life.

Live your life.
Be who you want.

I wont waste my life being a color.
A shade
A front

I am me

You are you

We shall be

Perfect

In unity.

MY MIND DOESNT STOP
TALKING TO ME.

Hi !!! Good night.

Youre weird
Im weird too
We can live.forever young
Forever fools
Like children
If we want to.

I love you